A. Flowers

Please call me

Text me

Email me

Write me a note

Anything. Please. I can’t take it anymore. I only have a couple questions and it has NOTHING to do with anything that we’ve talked about in the past. This is something else, something entirely different.

This has nothing to do with “us” and I wouldn’t even be bothering you if you weren’t connected to the situation. I don’t know what else to do, who to talk to, where to go. I’m so overwhelmed and stressed out that I’m physically deteriorating. I’m trying to tough it out and move forward but everything has changed. Life isn’t the same, nothing is the same and if I don’t figure out what direction to go soon, I’m not going to have it in me to go anymore. I know it sounds dramatic, but I’m not doing well. that’s honestly an understatement. I know you don’t like me, we aren’t friends and that you have no love for me as a person, but please A. If there’s one single memory inside of you of a time we spent together that you can look back on that’s positive or good, please use that for me. I really really need to ask you something. I’ve tried reaching out in every other way. I don’t know what else to do. I’m falling apart