To keep going or not

Hello everyone this is my first post on the r/watt. But anywho I think the flair is close enough to this asking ? I hope but I wrote a book when I was younger then back in may I began to re write it and got A lot done. I released a bunch of it a few days ago as I kinda left it alone for a while because life kinda got rough for a sec. But I’m in a position to write again but I’m not sure if it’s worth it? I enjoy writing it I just feel weird releasing things to basically know it won’t get found? If that makes sense, I feel like I’m gaslighting my self I wonder if anyone’s felt this way and how to get over it and just keep going and posting regardless?