Manifesting SP again after having done it before .. here's my process and reflections so far.

Hi everyone! Warning this is long! Several months back I posted a success story on here about successfully manifesting my SP back. Truth be told this really solidified my belief in the law. My circumstances were crap. We were in no contact, blocked etc. I had told myself we were never getting together again blah blah.. and I managed to manifest him back in 15 days (felt a lot longer) If you want to read that story for background here it is : https://www.reddit.com/r/lawofassumption/comments/1n99e2y/finally_posting_my_success_story_with_sp_heres/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

It's interesting to note that a couple people reminded me on there that I manifested the failure (true) and that I could've manifested a different version of him.. true. But at the time I was jaded and didn't want to do that.

I really want to avoid into diving too much into the old story even though I know people love the context and details.

OLD STORY

We actually did get back together after that break up although again I don't feel like going too much into that. All you have to know is I had HORRIBLE assumptions going into it. and when I say horrible I mean HORRIBLE. I was with him but harboring thoughts about him that were not good. Needless to say it allll played out again.

And again I was at this "never again" angry place. I did feel more free than other break ups , I was a bit more regulated and actually felt myself moving on...

but now I am back here again. Manifesting him back.

PROCESS OF DECIDING TO MANIFEST HIM

I don't really know how exactly I got here.. I first started with telling myself that I would just manifest contact. An I love you and an apology.. that actually brought me a lot of peace. It feels very natural to me that he loves me so going back into that head space felt very good. Sending him love inside of me felt good. I was quickly able to feel the positive feeling of the state. And I mean I went from one day screaming crying about this to the next day reminding myself we love each other very much and I felt much better. (as I often do when I get out of victim mode) So much relief when I am not fighting my feelings of love for this person. ANYWAYS. As I said I was able to shift states pretty quickly and feel much better. I also did not feel any "Resistance" really as my belief in the law is solid and my belief that he loves me an immense amount is solid too. So I found myself feeling... a little bored? and unsure. Again .. why am I doing this? Should I be doing this? What's even the end result here? Just contact and him coming over? Then what..? I couldn't think much beyond that. I just was not sure. And I was scared to probe further.

Well I did.

I always knew that if this relationship was healthy, loving, and stable I would've stayed forever. I love him more than i've ever loved anyone else. I've never been closer to another person. We are best friends. So what does that mean?

It's time to address my assumptions about him. and the relationship. and me.

Okay now all of the sudden I'm not so "bored" of this manifestation. It doesn't feel quite as "Easy" and "natural" I've uncovered the resistance. This is where I am stretching myself and my old assumptions need to die.

THE PROCESS NOW

Alright I've done this before so I can do it again.

Step 1. Drop the old story. Dead. Gone. Trash. The past. Doesnt matter. Oh a thought pops up about that mean thing he posted about you? He didn't mean it. Doesn't matter. Moving on. This is now. It's all the past.

- mind you I did have a crying sesh to purge out some emotions I felt. I felt sorry for some of the things I said and did and for having such crappy assumptions. I went in my mind and apologized and we hugged it out. No need to do this in the 3D right now because again he is only a reflection of me - I AM forgiven. So I was able to drop that and move forward.

Step 2. NEW STORY. We are in a healthy loving stable and committed relationship with a deeply loyal bond. It's important that the new story is a stretch but it also feels natural. and ideally feels more and more natural the more you embody the state. scripting - Obviously I want it to be in the end but it needs to be believable to me. I usually start out with a list in my journal.

Things I know to be true - ( I affirm these ) He loves me. He's still in love with me. He misses me. He knows I am his best friend. He knows I get him better than anyone else. He is overwhelmed with positive thoughts about me.

Things I am a little more wonky about - He doesn't care what everyone else thinks. He wants to reach out NOW.

and I make what's called "bridge affirmations"

For example - it's a little harder for me to get behind "he doesn't care what anyone thinks about our relationship" Okay that seems a little bit of a stretch BUT what doesn't feel like a stretch is this .. "he's tired of hearing outside opinions about our relationship... he keeps all these loving thoughts he has about me to himself right now to enjoy privately. He is very protective of me" See now that I can believe. Also, "the urge is getting stronger and stronger every minute to reach out" also feels better to me.

note - some people like to skip straight to the end end end and just hammer it in but I believe it's best to just do what feels most natural to you and even work your way up- of course with the idea being the end. I mostly focus on the end but it has to be convincing to my brain. Do whatever you please. It doesn't have to be perfect and you shouldn't trip yourself up over these things.

STEP 3 - SATS. same as last time. 1-3 scenes. I loop through them before bed and before napping.

WHAT'S DIFFERENT THIS TIME // REFLECTIONS

- I don't miss him as much as I did the first time I did this. I am able to feel the feeling of being together inside myself so much easier now. It's a lot lighter. Either through my affirmations but mainly through my visuals. In my visuals we hug and kiss and tell each other we are best friends. Lots of hugging. It feels good. I feel very close to him whereas last time I was practically tantruming because I felt so lost but again who knows.

- I believe last time I wasn't really looking at the 3D at all. Don't remember much. But I can ignore the 3D easy now. Again we are together already in my mind so the 3d doesn't mean shit. Oh he never posts or says anything? whatever. Oh he took down a picture of me? Oh whatever. That man loves me. Just like last time - it's ALWAYS working. ALWAYS. Dont worry about the bridge. It's all unfolding. There's NO WAY to fuck this up. I've decided.

- No timeline this time. It must've genuinely been my desire to see him on that specific timeline last time and that's why I felt compelled to do it that way that time. This time? IDC. Again, we are already together inside of my imagination so i'm not super concerned about it. He has no choice but to show up as the NEW SP. No need to fret. A timeline this time around would just feel like pressure for no reason. I trust the process.

- Signs follow not precede. Once I shifted everything shifts. Even small things.

- One of my biggest reflections thus far has been me questioning why im doing this and why I should or should not. Upon deciding to do this I could already feel the reign of terror from my friends and family who would advise against this. But I realized - most if not ALL of those people are not rooted in the law and do not consider themselves conscious creators. They all have my best interest at heart and I believe that. But I know the law. I know this was all my doing. This was all a big MIRROR. and that there is no one to change but the self. They see me desperatley clinging to a person I shouldn't be with and I am now (again) looking at it through the lense of my own assumptions that need to be changed. This is my person and I'm done fighting it. If I have this desire its because we already have it. So theres my answer.

I can't imagine what the heck else I could elaborate more on besides my affirmations but there it is!