Disposable objects of utility.

When I'm with a new cocksleeve as much as I don't want to admit it, I still have nervous apprehensions. A slight tremble in the stomach.

I think it's good, reminds me to err on the side of safety, and that I'm still a human being with another human being and there are laws meant to protect her from men like me. I understand this, even if she doesn't.

So when I say "safety", I mean mine from consequences, not hers from me. She put her safety at risk in hopes of achieving something through me she "needed".

I should also note that I am as much a product to her as she is to me by this point. I've been manipulated too in varying degrees, and now here we both are...victims of the other alone.

I have a beast to subside, and a job I want to do with that broken bitch. She's a teasing whore who needs that exact beast to pay her some time.

We connected & consented, and the time is now.

Having her wants in mind is important. She should feel like this was something or the guise of CNC could fall and I'd just be a man abusing a woman sexually as he pleased. If I truly see them too much as nothing, I'd probably go too far.

I understand all of this. I Just need to remember it.

That being said...She only has to turn off her brain and drool. FFS, it pisses me off that this difference is rarely recognized. I use the frustration I feel though, so it all works out.

I take a deep breath, remember my wants and plans to achieve them at their expense. Each new set of holes has a new set of designs depending on the whores useless personality and how I want her to suffer.

It also makes them wait. I just stay silent and breathe. I have them dance to the music playing. If she wears yoga pants or shorts regularly, she will put a pair of her tightest pair and do some movements in front of me. I direct the movements gauging initial resistance.

I watch until all the considerations of concern turn off inside of me and I watch them as the nothing they allow me to see as. I have them dance away stripping off clothing and crawl back to me naked. Until they are where I want to be. On their knees in their beginnings of humiliation and subjugation.

I have them take my shoes and clothes off. They'll massage my feet, suck each toe individually until they suck all the feets toes at once. Their tongue will go between each toe, and they will lick the soles clean.

They will tell me how it tastes and how much they like the taste of my dirty sweaty feet as they hug my leg and hump my foot. They hump my foot like the trained bitch dog she is becoming.

To really get going I have her lick me from my ankle to my asshole. My cock will be stroked in her hands when I spread my ass apart and feel her taste the tang of my sweaty asshole. She will no longer kiss me on the mouth. She has my asshole on her breath, that's for her only to taste.

I guess that would be the foreplay. I used this time to understand how deep she is in the moment.

Then I focus on my wants. I enact whatever my plan was for her use to me.

To start a bigger cunt gets a clean stomach punch to put her on her knees. I like doing this to the pigs. From there I kick them over to prove my strength.

The larger always get more closed fisted hits.

A more petite woman, my personal favorites, get choked from behind and lifted off the ground. I like to feel the small fuckmeat wriggle against my chest as they go weak. Their little fists smashing the sides of my head. It just feels cute. The small ones I toss to the floor when done.

The petite always get the more open handed hits.

Once on the floor, I have them get back on their knees. I'll have them look at me and I'll spit directly in their face. Hopefully somewhere it will drip down. She cannot wipe this away. If it drops off, and she licks it up off of the floor like a dog.

Or, I may just smack them left to right on the face lightly at first with a slight build toward greater force. To gauge fears.

Tbh, I'll probably do both.

With their cheeks red and swollen, I begin to stuff their mouth with my hand. Forcefully and more depth. I tell them how much of a filthy trash cunt they are. Berate and degrade them filling their mouth with my hand. I'll control her like a sock puppet.

She will start with each finger sucked individually. Lick both palms, and open wide. Her mouth is my hand sink now. Sometimes I put all 4 fingers in the mouth with my thumb under the chin for leverage and lead them around if I felt they talked too much that night.

I love doing this, I try to force my whole fucking hand in. The way those cunts eyes all widen and tear up is beautiful. Just such a beautiful powerful feeling. Head straight up, my hand in their mouths. Oddly, I drool a little doing this sometimes.

When I'm done exploring her mouth and face with my hands. she'll bring me my belt.

Once in front of me I'll put my leather belt around her neck. I leave it slack for her, and allow her a slight control. I sit and watch her strangle herself in front of me while I laugh at her fucking stupidity and lack of control.

I'll encourage her to try harder with a kick to her side.

Every time she gives herself slack I will get up to smack and spit on the whore. I will continue to slap her or choke her in these pauses. My hope is for her to go unconscious by her own hand for me.

I'll pull her up by the hair, mock her naive stupidity for allowing this to happen to her. I'll remind her that she baited me in the beginning, and that she was warned about how far I'll take it to get exactly what I want. I'll allow the pig to catch her breath after I think she's frightened enough and in the mindset I want her to be in.

It is then that I want them to fear me. I want them to start to believe they are in real danger. It all works because by this point since they may be in real danger and they are beginning to feel it.

I have them suck and edge my cock as I randomly whip their back and ass with my belt. I want red stinging spots on her back and ass. I keep this going feeling the slight biting winces on my cock when they feel the belts sting.

Once red enough they crawl to the bed, or are picked up and thrown if they are petite enough.

I prefer to fuck my cumdumps on their back. It's why I whip them red, so that it stings as I fuck them. She is not to enjoy this in any way. She is only to persevere.

Also there are opportunities with her on her back.

There's the availability to choke more effectively combined with punches to the abdomen. You can slap, smack spit and rub it in her stupid face. Really look them in the eyes when you degrade and berate them.

When you want to creampie the fuckslob ,you can either stuff your hand back in her mouth or a toy to tighten her completely up. I personally like missionary anal and choking with a toy.

I love seeing a slut flinch and tighten when I cum. It looks as tight as it feels.

If she is not a breeding whore, I'll have them back on their knees, head up, with my fist deep inside. Or have her use her own hands. Either way I want to cum while she's puking. Stuff my cock in her throat after. Have her suffer the taste and stomach acid.

If I did the job properly, she should be a complete crying degraded by mess now with new understandings of her own.

Either way, at the end she will thank me before I leave.

There's no escape from heaven, try as you might.

October 7th, 2025