severe admissions anxiety and depression

Last year, I was suddenly forced to take a gap year and reapply to local universities in my hone country (HK), due to unforeseen financial circumstances. I gave up on my dream school that I worked my ass off to get into, Imperial, and I wa so depressed avout it for 3 months. I tried to pick myself back up and apply to unis in HK, and found a course that really resonates with me (pharmacy) and started accepting my circumstance and even received an interview invite back in december. However, its march now and I've received NO offers whatsoever and have been rejected from another school. every day I wake up with anciety an palpatations because I just dont know what to do anymore. There's no way I can afford to go back to the UK at this rate andno unis in my country want me. i feel so hopeless