Is this comphet thoughts or am i larping as a lesbian 🫩🫩

I prefer watching straight couple having sex whenever im masterbasting but ofc when my gf & i have sex i get turned on quickly & i cum w her fingers while using a vibrator

Whenever i watch straight porn i wanna get smashed by a man but after i finished i js dont want to anymore & i actually DESPISE them alot.

Also i tried being "fubus" w men before but i js ended up ditching/ghosting them. But if it's a woman i'd immediately meet up w her & i met a woman once on the internet & we agreed to meet up. MIND U IT WAS THE FIRST DAY WE JS MET lmfaoaoaoao