Update.

https://www.reddit.com/r/NEET_MDS/comments/1t099w6/confession/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

I wrote this the day before exam. Today the results came. The results are not going to take me to the place I wanted to. I got a 600+ score instead of 650+ that I was ecpecting but even if I would have those extra 50 points I would make it to the one college I wanted. No, it was not a top college that requires single digit rank. It was just another Govt dental college. I can see everything falling apart. Its not about just the college, there was a lot more to it from the personal aspect and idk how to face everything at this point. I don't want to face anything or anyone. This was my only way out and it went wrong. This is the end of everything I was dreaming. I will delete my account anyways now but I just wanted to tell it somewhere that things don't go like you want them to and when it doesn't the world comes crashing down. Bye