i dunno if i should leave him LOL

tw some sexual connotations, no specific description but may trigger some

I am mad so this is not written well lmao

been in relationship with this real sweet guy for over a year and a half. love him more than anything else. but he still slips up often and calls me she, girlfriend, girl, he can't accept that he's dating a guy. i did not have to come out to him. i was a guy from the start.

in the first 3 months he massively fetishised me being trans and then lost all sexual interest. he wants more than anything for me to be happy, he has cheered me on the most out of anyone since starting T, but he still calls himself a straight dude and says he struggles to accept that he's technically gay. talks in a way that's always affirming his own masculinity and always belittling mine lol and I don't think he realises. I already get that I don't pass but surely that shouldn't matter here?

don't really wanna leave him right now, not in a good place in life to suddenly be really heartbroken as i really need to function for the next year. but holy shit is this like, a "get out as fast as you goddamn can" type thing? is it deffo better sooner than later 🤣🤣🤣