[M/S] 49F son 24 I've been having sex with my son for 5 years. The second time he cuts in my mouth

The first time: https://www.reddit.com/r/realmomsonconfessions/comments/1ue452b/ms_50f_son_25_ive_been_having_sex_with_my_son_for/

Sorry a little while for the update. The first time was all about the handjob I gave my son. From the first time I tried seducing him I purposely wanted to take it slow and enjoy every step along the way. We could have just broke down and had sex and it was VERY tempting to go that route. But I wanted it to be more like we were in high school and every step you take along the way was a big deal.

After I gave him the handjob much to my surprise not much changed. We didn't talk about it for a bit but also didn't really avoid it. I was finally the first to bring it up and asked what he thought. He said, "I really liked it." I simply replied "good." In hopes he would take more initiation next time. He responded, "do you think we could do that again?" I responded, "maybe." Then of course he asked, " what about more?" Me still wanting to take things in steps I toned it down and said, "I don't think that would be a very good idea."

I actually thought he might take the lead right there but he didn't. In fairness it was the middle of the day and I still think he has that feeling sex is usually at night. So that night is when it came about. We had dinner and were watching TV. I could tell he was working up the courage to ask me something. Finally he turns to me and says, "Do you think we can do what we did last time?" Being coy I said, "did what last time?" He replied, "you know when you gave me a handjob?" I'm proud of him he finally said the words. Again acting a little bit I rolled my eyes and instead of it being spur of the moment this time I pretended as if I was doing a chore. Just like a mom about ready to wash his clothes I said, "take your pants off." He wasn't that hard yet I caught him at the spur of the moment and said, "well it doesn't seem like you want this." He blushed and said, "no I really do!" I scooted next to him on the couch and put my hand on it. He got hard very quickly after that. Then i started stroking him. no lube at all Just dry. Once again on purpose so I could take things in steps. I sat there stroking him and he moan. I pretended I was only mildly interested as I watched the TV while I was doing it. This time took him a little longer than last time. He was a little more relaxed then the intensity of the moment and me making it feel much more casual.

He turned to me a few times and said the exact same thing, "oh mom that's really good." I replied, "good are you going to cum soon." He didn't how to answer that as if he should or not he stumbled over his words a bit and while he was searching for it he start grunting. I knew it was coming and this time point his dick right towards his chest. "mom, mom, mom, I'm going cummmm." As he shot his cum straight at his chin, the rest soaking the front of his shirt. I held it there for a moment and once again said, "you better go get clean up, and you better clean up the couch too."

It sounds so cruel and calculated and in a way it was. This was just something temporary I was doing. 1). I wanted him to take more initiative and I felt this would help him get there. He didn't even so much as ask for lube so I wanted him to go for more. 2) as mentioned earlier taking it slow and enjoying every step along the way!