I don’t want to do this anymore

My hands weak and I am tired. i hate myself, i hate my life, and i hate being a problem in everyone’s else’s life. People will be better off without me and i can tell my friends are sick of hearing about it

I push everyone away because i deep down know the abandonment will hurt more if i didn’t force them to leave in the first place. And i hate myself even more for ruining everything i care about

I am not human and i don’t deserve to be human, i don’t belong on this planet

I want to run a bath and fall asleep in it, i want to sink as my final goodbye