Is it a normal way to feel?

Hi everyone, I’m seeking some support and advice on how to handle an emotional habit(? I don’t think it’s a personality trait of mine).

For a long time now, every single time I look at any art, watch talented people, or listen to songs, I get this weird feeling of envy. I don't actually hate anybody, but it feels like an unconscious decision my brain makes to feel resentful towards them.

For example, when I listen to Ado or encounter talented people in my daily life, instead of just enjoying their work, I feel an mix of envy and a weird kind of anger/hate, and it happens instantly before I can even stop it.

I know this is unhealthy, and I don't want it to get worse or to have it all my life. I want to be able to appreciate talent without feeling like I can not ever be like them and second guessing myself and losing motivation.

Has anyone else dealt with this kind of envy? Is it a serious topic? Is it good that I noticed it now before it got worse and harder to get rid of? Any advice would be deeply appreciated.