Hi everyone, I’m looking for some support and advice on an emotional reaction I keep having.
For a long time, whenever I look at art, watch talented people, or listen to music (especially singers I really admire), I get this sudden weird mix of envy and a kind of low-level resentment or sadness. It happens almost instantly, before I can stop it. I don’t actually hate anyone, and I can still enjoy the work sometimes, but other times it flips into this heavy feeling of “I’ll never be like that”
A clear example is listening to Ado. Some days I can just enjoy her music normally. Other days it makes me feel sad, like her talent and the attention she gets highlight how far I am from where I wan






