Not every decision needs to completely resolve something to be a good decision. Standing too idle is more unhealthy that failing from time to time.

I have been going through perhaps my most significant maturing period for some time , admiting to myself that Im not doing enough with my interests (even though im working and finishing up a masters).

Being in a long relationship where both of us have very identical struggles with indecisiveness and lack of self-discipline despite being very good-hearted people was eye opening.

I have been learning to listen to myself more rather than trying to appeal too much to my peers or family. The biggest decision I ever made for myself a while ago didnt work so i went back home and started going through a more "measured" path to feel more stability. But now I feel ready to float again- not sure to where exactly but time will tell.