GotMeDaddy19

I have been going through perhaps my most significant maturing period for some time , admiting to myself that Im not doing enough with my interests (even though im working and finishing up a masters).

Being in a long relationship where both of us have very identical struggles with indecisiveness and lack of self-discipline despite being very good-hearted people was eye opening.

I have been learning to listen to myself more rather than trying to appeal too much to my peers or family. The biggest decision I ever made for myself a while ago didnt work so i went back home and started going through a more "measured" path to feel more stability. But now I feel ready to float again- not sure to

I have always thought that ,despite my lack of experience in certain fields, I am a good partner and a friend.

Always have tried my best to be out there for the other person ( we have known each other for 9 years and have never had scandals) but now that I have a moment to recollect my thoughts I have realised that there were a number of small things that she has seen as childish (also her words ;bless her for being honest) and as such finds it hard to respect me as someome her age.

And these are not like getting drunk or being too rash, or being a menace in general. Its about self-awareness elements that are taught to avoid at younger age - speaking with a full mouth, sometimes holding

Apologies if this seems like an overreaction

No lost weight , no weird skin colors,no sudden diet changes(except on a 3 day trip that worsened it for a moment - the described seems to worsen on several day trips outside town in general), no morning headaches, just feel weak, tired , sleepy too often. No higher temperature. Easily reaching high pulse, tachecardia, feeling on edge. Trying to prevent/lower it somehow when needed. It gets better after a few days with the same routine and worse when a new experience is present.

Very easily triggered anxiety and nervous episodes - can cofirm its a difficult change moment in life right now. Have tested with magnesium glycinate a few days,

To preface this - I am aware that a lot of people have it way worse. I just need to share the below.

I was an only child and my parents were overprotective , especially my mother (she was an only child too). I still live with them due to both objective and subjective reasons, mostly financial (not in US). I have a job and I am finishing a masters degree. It got even scarier because my parents are reaching ages where they get more health issues (one of them fought cancer and is slowly getting better now)

I have never had the feeling to flee somewhere permanently and start a new up until 2 years ago. (despite the fact that I lived abroad alone for 2 and half years between 2018 and 2021 as a

So for context - we have known each other for 10 years and date for 9 (highschool sweet hearts). But we dont live with each other for 2 reasons - we were not logistically ready for it for a long time and we do not have a comfortable amount of finances to do so at the moment without taking some loans. Our fundamental problem is not about scandals ,we discuss most things properly but it seems my body is trying to fight me and gives nervous breakdowns/panic and anxiety attacks when I agree to do something with her just because she has offered and not because I want it , making it seem like i am a paid yes-man (took some time to realise that). A.k.a im ignoring my instinct and disapproval for he

So for context - we have known each other for 10 years and date for 9 (highschool sweet hearts). But we dont live with each other for 2 reasons - we were not logistically ready for it for a long time and we do not have a comfortable amount of finances to do so at the moment without taking some loans. Our fundamental problem is not about scandals ,we discuss everything properly but it seems my body is trying to fight me and gives nervous breakdowns/panic and anxiety attacks when I agree to do something with her just because she has offered it making it seem like i am a paid yes-man. A.k.a im ignoring my instinct and disapproval for her option without realising it. It doesnt help that I dont h

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