For some people, it really doesn’t get better

Why do we tell people things will get better when for some people things really just don’t get better. Some people are better off not suffering here anymore. I feel like I’m slowly becoming one of those people. Even when I think I have some momentum, like things might be ok, they always come crashing down I again. I’ll never fully escape these feelings, they’ll just keep coming back over and over again even when I’m doing everything right. I just don’t see a future for myself anymore, like I’m destined to die by suicide. If not now then later on in life. I just don’t see the point in fighting so hard for nothing. Trying to do things knowing I’ll still cry myself to sleep. I just don’t want to be here anymore an if there were a way to opt out of life I would. I hate the suicide has to be so painful, as if I haven’t had enough pain. I’m just so tired of it.