he was supposed to die of old age

my post on what happened

i linked my post because i can't talk about it anymore

i failed him, i was meant to be his voice, and i failed him

his name was Thomas, he was 8 yo, he was a fat little sh*t (we were working on that), he was a good boy, and he had a lot of years ahead of him

but his life was cut short, and i'm am so angry, and so sad.........the plan was another vet check up today, not me searching for the right way to handle his remains

his death was not peaceful

i am so, so, so f***ing sorry sweetheart, so f***ing sorry.

i love you, and i will remember you for as long as i live.