I don't think I've another left in me :(

I'll soon be 26, I've never been kissed, never experienced love. I cannot remember happiness. I don't think I've another year left in me.

Been going to the gym to improve myself, but Im still ugly. Tried internet dating, can't even get a message back. Fuck internet dating, it's so purely based on looks.

My fear was I'd live my whole life alone, and now I feel I almost have. I don't see how much longer I can do this.

I just needed to vent. I've nobody I can say this to.

Posted Oct 28, 2015, 6:16 PM UTC

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VH-TJF•

Hey you. Hang in there or I'll kill Ya! :-)

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FreeCreativeNameOP•

That made me smile thanks.

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VH-TJF•

You still 5here?

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FreeCreativeNameOP•

Yeah I am.

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VH-TJF•

Sorry it's 2am here. What Tim at your location.

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VH-TJF•

r/suicidesurvivors, r/survivorsofsuicide are people who have been there. I'm 54 M didn't jump two Christmases ago. And it got better. OK? You matter Dammit! We who been there, you matter to us, so get to those subs and get some love.

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thrownawaymanlet•

I'm in a similar place in terms of going unloved. Same age too. I'm sorry you're here.

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