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r/depression•

Growing up I was led to believe that there is someone for everyone. This is a lie, it has damaged me. I would have been better off growing up and knowing that women will never look at me in a sexual way, in a loving way.

Just turned another year older. So very alone.

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r/depression•

I'll soon be 26, I've never been kissed, never experienced love. I cannot remember happiness. I don't think I've another year left in me.

Been going to the gym to improve myself, but Im still ugly. Tried internet dating, can't even get a message back. Fuck internet dating, it's so purely based on looks.

My fear was I'd live my whole life alone, and now I feel I almost have. I don't see how much longer I can do this.

I just needed to vent. I've nobody I can say this to.

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r/depression•

So I got it in my head she hated me, kept messaging her, Facebook and texts, no answer. So yesterday I txt her to let her know she meant a lot to me and I wouldn't contact her again if I didn't hear back from her.

No answer.

Heartbroken.

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r/depression•

I've always had problems meeting girls, and it was suggested to me to try online. I was very hesitant as I'm ugly and I feel online dating is very much based on looks. Well, I haven't been doing it that long, but I've had my suspicions confirmed. The girls aren't messaging me back. I'm not being creepy or using pick up lines, I'm just trying to start a conversation related to their stated interests.

Part of me wants to set up a new profile and use a handsome friends pictures and message the same girls and see how a handsome me would do. I know that's wrong though, I wont. It's just the bitterness talking.

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r/Guitar•

I've dusted off my guitar, an Ephiphone SG I got when I was 16, tuned it up and started on Fake Dr.Levens lessons, from the FAQ of this sub.

I've been able to "play" guitar for years but I've never understood music theory, timing or anything. I could just play a few simple songs and not fully.

Finished the first section of his lessons and combined with what I already know I'm feeling great about it. I've always loved messing around with my guitars but taking it seriously will be so much better.

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r/depression•

So I poop blood occasionally. I always accounted it to my meds, particularly my sleeping pills but haven't taken them in a while.

I take 150mg effexor a day, could that be the cause?

I'm going to my Doctor on wednesday, til them I'm just terrified it might be bowel cancer.

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