Trip; amateur poet here

i've lost my mind in the lights dangling from my ceiling in colors entangling with my deepest thoughts and memories lighting them in soft shades of pink shinging them with a screwed clarity

i've lost my mind in the tip of my cigarette the deep glowing abyss of stirring, gurgling lava and white hot ashes sparkling in the light of my curiosity inviting me like a long lost love i've only seen in hazy, infrequent dreams leaving me with heavy breaths and heated fantasies and no relief

i've lost my mind in a revolutions symphony filled with white noise static'd tv screens soldiers with no family children killing mindlessly depriving humans of humanity and twirling instruments playing mishapen harmonies the sounds of its atonal melodies turning my last waves of comfort into hurricanes of constant fatalities capturing the last waves of my sanity with whirling winds of temptation deceiving threats of lightning and perfectly planned schemes of drowning my thoughts in nightmares from reality

i felt such a beauty in losing my mind i felt free like a blank canvas or an open sea filled with time and opportunities i was free to learn and expand for once i had enough room to breathe

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