Looking at almost $800 a month for Accutane. I'm willing to do it.
Has anyone else dealt with this or have advice on ways to make this cheaper? I have health insurance through the open market. It's technically a 200 dollar a month plan but I pay 65 a month thanks to a tax refund. Yet it's literally giving me about $40 a month help. Useless. My accutane costs $700 a month and my monthly dermatology visit is $90. I make a bit over $17 an hour as a CNA. I have the option to do a lot of overtime and make about 275 dollars a day when I do a double shift. My basic bills are about 12-1500 a month. So this ads a major financial burden. It's within the realm of possibility to raise the money by working a ton of hours.
I am currently 26 and know nothing else has or will work. I hoped I'd grow out of it but that's not happening. I have mild to moderate acne. When I was younger I actually dropped out of college because it got so bad, and I wanted to hide away when it was at its worst. It gave me extreme social anxiety. Yet I'm naturally very outgoing. My past dermatologists when I was 18 told me that accutane was archaic and not used anymore. The only reason I came back to a new one recently was because of reddit. I discovered people are still being prescribed this drug and I have some hope. I've done the antibiotic route and that didn't really help. I was once suicidal over how bad my skin was. I can't believe I have been denied the possibility of having clear skin for all these years. It infuriates me. My life could be so different. I'm a guy but I don't leave home without fucking makeup everyday.
I'm a competitive bodybuilder (all natural) and actually very attractive. I've done modeling and have got some awesome shots. I recently started a fitness clothing line. While doing that I used myself as one of the models. When I went to repair all my bad skin in photoshop I couldn't believe how bad it actually was being viewed in the lens of a professional camera. My dream has been to model. But I can't handle the stress of being on camera with bad skin. I have a very beautiful girlfriend. I'm well liked and one of the most motivating people you might meet. I'm also a certified personal trainer and have some clients. I eat very healthy. I've tried everything obvious and had some moderate results but not good enough. I notice when I'm bulking to building muscle I eat over 4k calories a day and that makes it worse. Even if it is clean the extra carbs and fat seem to not help. What I love to do, working out, seems to make it worse. It sounds crazy, but I'm willing to spend 800 a month to make this happen.
I have one of the best bodies in the area yet all last summer my back and chest were so bad I didn't want to take off my shirt at the beach. I can't live like this anymore.
I'm I crazy? Is this normal to spend so much? Am I getting fucked because I feel like it... Having acne has cost me thousands and thousands of dollars in missed opportunities. I'll do whatever I must to raise this money. I owe it to my future self.
Posted Apr 7, 2016, 11:54 PM UTC
I would do it. Acne that severe can really fuck with someone's life.
Thank you. I'm definitely looking for that advice to motivate myself.