Four Loko & Gummy Bears

Everyday, I want to see beautiful things and people

But instead my eyes are only peering through a peephole

When I thought about the future and what it would hold

Not exactly these events that are spiraling out of control...

Not much going for me on this current set

Lack of motivation paired with lack of respect

But I only blame myself for that, sorry guys

At least I try.

I’ve been striving my best to make

Each day an experiences nonetheless and in ways

There is a sort of brilliance in my depressed state

It helps me build resilience

It helps me to create

I can not stop this game I can only kiss the pain

And when a kiss brings pain to another

I tell them my intentions were never for a lover

They forgave me but they were clear they will not forget

Night filled with pleasure morning filled with regret

Memories alive with four loko and gummy bears

Relationships broke with no hope of repairs

Man this shell is way hollow but it’s beautiful

Most will mistake her for a fool, it’s true,

But yano that she’s an angel too

What am I to do when you’re sitting in my bed

slowly taking off my clothes stars falling overhead

Feel the kisses on my neck heavy breathing on your chest

A room filled with temptation lack of regulation

A damsel in distress over her life in a mess

It’s a complicated time trying to find sweet sublime

I can’t decide if I’m alright or if I’m lonely

I want these scissors to come cut and shape a new me

I want straight straight A’s

A video body with a model face

Less time to stress and more time to waste

A fruitful future and happier days

Just wait …… one day everything will be okay

Posted Apr 15, 2016, 1:47 AM UTC