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you sure do get my gag reflex going. cigarette smoking. coughing. choking. open a can of frosting. hoping. you might as well kill your offspring. broken. and why do i always end up biting my lip? i never mean to do it. to feel like shit. to ruin our underdeveloped kiss. an unsteady relationship. flesh ripped. emotionally useless. alone. in bliss. you should always pick. because im hopeless. sobriety is hard - pointless when you lied to me all along. soulless. so go smoke this and when you choke on your own spit and when you vomit your own coldness. I'll hold your hair back but you won't notice. You never do.

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