Nightly Thoughts

There used to be a line
I promised not to cross
I want to stay for one more day
But is it worth the loss

My mind seems to be at war
A war I’ll never win
Taking things I used to love
And killing them within

I think I’ve come to realize
I cannot trust my head
It tells me to just end it all
Especially in my bed

So when I lay all alone
And start to lose my sight
And question if it's worth at all
To continue on the fight

But I know if I carry on
I might have a shot
To move away from this place
And from my nightly thoughts

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