Sink into it

I recently broke up with my boyfriend, we had the most in tune, erotic, enveloping sexual connection. I needed to write down my thoughts otherwise I would have messaged him, but it came out in a poem. This is the only time I've ever written anything like this, and naturally I can't share it with him so... Enjoy :)

I need the door of my

soul to unlock

My lust seeping out like hot molasses

through the cracked openness

Running slow

Sweet

Sticky covering every surface in a

warm earthiness

Sinking into the pores of your cells

Into the looseness of your parted

lips

Coaxing your wet tongue

The quickness of your breath

Intensity coiling its rings tighter

Piercing eyes

How deep or shallow are they

Grip me harder, I am here to

wake you and take you

Away for a moment

During every moment

Like a snake charmer playing the flute

each finger placed with mastery

Reed enveloped and swollen

I pierce your gaze with mine, a signal

of a flip switched, a plateau reached

Butterflies with wings on fire burn within my cavity

The quiver of a fever

building inside of me

Clutching onto the manifesting turmoil inside of me I feel it

choking me

The violence I crave

A slap to take

a breath from my lungs

The escape

Relief of built up tension, of

released anticipation of trauma, of

eyes squeezing shut and

sudden shock

A dip into an ice bath

the fire within me dies to smoking

embers

A step down from mania

and the character that is caged within me goes to rest once again

relieved and at peace

My smoking embers that rub against yours

builds our fire

Where we roast in our desires and

hear the moisture

It sizzles

And drips

Another tempo

Another character

Soft and maternal

Scared and juvenile

Or present in this moment

I live through them

As you unlock the burning door of my deepest soul

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