First submission! Gemini New Moon

Gemini New Moon - April 26, 2017

Lovers are fighting a duality inside me,
Where my heart has been
at odds with where it will go.
The universe covers me in kisses,
no amount of shame or fabric can hide,
how loveable I am made a public display.
The blush of love tinges my cheeks,
fresh dew sparkles in my eyes.
I rub my skin naked,
cautious not to let it seep too deep.
My angels surround me with light,
I am alone in a crowd but entirely too visible,
at any moment, two wings will sweep me away,
and I‘ll be gone for good,
so people must act fast
they must run up and approach me,
follow me around every corner,
look me deep in my eyes
reminding me of things I already know.

stretching my limbs after hibernation
I move slow,
hesitant,
I can‘t let spring swallow me in time moving forward.
We can only slow down destiny,
or avoid it altogether,
but never can we move backward.
So why do I attempt to bury my feet in the sand,
Why do I desperately grab onto anything heavy enough
to add weight to my shoulders.
As if burying myself will bury time altogether.
We can‘t move forward, if forward leaves without us, can we?

Feedback: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/67ulpe/wikipedia_or_the_fear_of_death/ https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/67yw7x/the_smell_of_his_hands/

(I've just started writing poetry, any feedback would be lovely)