It all makes sense know.

For many years I have always been fascinated with Lucid Dreaming. I mean, being conscious while you sleep and exploring your mind? Who wouldn't want to experience that? So last year I did research on Lucid Dreaming which is basically being aware in your dreams. I watched one video where someone claimed that you can speak to your subconscious. I asked this. "What is my biggest fear?" I heard a voice respond, "Being true to yourself". When I woke up I laughed. It didn't really make sense. Until now. I am a pushover. I am afraid to offend others and I care what others think. I am too nice. This NoFap journey is making me more aggressive and less nice to others. I am showing my true colors. Doing what I truly feel, speaking what I want to say and doing what I choose. I am currently battling a flatline and it feels like I have to fight some internal demons which deserve the beating. I believe being too nice is one of them and not being true to myself is the main internal conflict with myself. Thank you guys for reading have a beautiful day/night.

TL;DR (Makes more sense if you read but whatever) Had a dream, asked what my biggest fear is; Being true to myself and NoFap has brought me to the stage where I am fighting internally to be true to myself.