So ive been on the NoFap train for 2 years, recently accomplished passing a certification for computers while in
Highschool.
I was about on a 2 week streak then in the middle of the night i was
WARNING
Putting my dick thru this hole at the end of my bed frame and as I came i fucking heard dripping like someone was peeing. I turn on the light and look at the floor and I see a huge puddle of blood. I feel sharp pain on my dick and I feel dizzy. I quickly get some water before passing out and i clean up some of the blood. My parents wake up and they see me on the bed trying not to pass out. Luckily they believed me when I said it was a nose bleed.
It is going to be a long painful process but I know that I won't give a shit about what people think or say. Funny thing is that I got a haircut nearly a month ago (started my streak along with it) so maybe the hair can be my badge lol
Didn't really have urges so far this streak but suddenly i had the biggest fucking urge you can imagine. I literally was looking myself in the mirror, my whole body was tensed up and my hand holding back my fapping hand. I said to myself "IM NOT LETTING YOU DO THIS". I felt it fading away so I took a cold shower and afterwards did 10 chinups for good measure. I feel great but not letting MY guard down.
I learned that I really want recovery and that this is a victory.
It happened all too quickly. I peeked for a millisecond a few times last week. That was enough to keep my mind engaged. I haven't had a wet dream in the longest. Today I had a wet dream and I ended up fapping (Just like in my dream now that I remember). It happened all too quickly. A peek turned into let me watch one then stop, then into one stroke then I stop, but I didn't stop and I regret it.
So how am I coping with this? Not all is lost. I need this forum to help me get through the chaser effect so I won't get closer to my old ways. On the bright side, I can get get this streak BETTER than my old one. If you look at my older post, 50 days in I happened to edge then the next day MO' rel
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Hello my fellow brothers and sisters. I am a 16 year old male currently on my longest streak ever (Since Jan 10th). One of my classmates who happens to be a female has been talking to me more and more in the past few days. Today she hit my head playfully when I teased her and she was feeling my shoulders. I would also like to mention that she has a boyfriend. She has been messaging me more and more on Snapchat aswell. This hasn't happened to me since the first two weeks of my streak. What do you guys think, is she being friendly or is she feeling the energy ;) ? . Thank you for reading as this is my first post and I have been lurking since August. Keep on going guys!