22 [M4R] Anywhere - I'll give this one last shot. I am lonely.

I realized I was in dire need of intimate relationships, and figured me bottling up my emotions could've had something to do with it. So I let it all out, accepted the human side of me, and approached the closest people I'd known again, with a fresh perspective.

Turns out their reactions were more or less still the same. The issue wasn't my lack of emotions, it was the lack of the emotions most people experience. There I stood, having the axioms of my beliefs being tested, only because they weren't the axioms of the beliefs of others, which go by unquestioned fairly easily.

I therefore started to look for more people like me, but most of my efforts have failed so far. As for me, I believe in a balance between reason and emotion, and consider wisdom much more valuable than logical intelligence (although it is something I have much respect and even a strong need for). I am naturally inclined towards science and mathematics, since they blend logic and poetry so seamlessly, and I do appreciate more traditional forms of art like poetry and music (which are also things I compose on a regular basis).

My original post can be found here: https://www.reddit.com/r/r4r/comments/6hirh1/22_m4r_anywhere_the_line_between_solitude_and/

(This is an alt. account, apologies for a reliable post or comment history.)