[CJ] Thoughtful Thursday - What have you been thinking about today, good or bad, anything goes!
Posted Sep 14, 2017, 9:54 PM UTC
Posted Sep 14, 2017, 9:54 PM UTC
I just asked this girl if we were slow fading on each other. And turns out she just thought I wasn't into her and was only asking for a second date out of pity.
So we've just been fading on each other for literally no reason.
Idiot.
~ Loads
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
Idiot.
~ Loads
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
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Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
i really want someone to cuddle and go to yelp events and hold hands with and kiss and love
that's all
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Eyyy
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Gross
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Eyyy
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Eyyy
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Today i was thinking about where I want my career to go. I just started this job last month and it's a great starting off point in general, but not the exact path I want to go down.
Today, after a long week of doing literally nothing (see post history for previous bitching), I picked up a project I started last week that got canceled (because the show it was for got canceled) and went back to it just for fun. It felt soooooo good to be editing videos again. I haven't had any videos worth editing in FOREVER, personally and professionally. Even though I'm limited to super super basic editing software on my work computer (think simpler than Windows Movie Maker), I made a really nice rough cut of how I want the end product to look like. Tomorrow I have to to to my appointment with one of our editors so it can be "properly" edited, but it should be a quick and easy process because of the work I put in today.
I am just a little down that I can't finalize all the editing myself, but it just felt so good getting back in the zone when editing a video.
Good for you! I think it's super important to have a sense of control or a feeling of choice in what you do. On the whole I really like my job, but when I'm forced to do certain aspects of it when I'd rather be doing others, that's when I start hating it.
I've also been taking stock of my life in multiple ways (career/dating etc.) in the last two weeks, and I'm understanding much better what things I want out of these different aspects of my life, and for once my thinking is making me happier and not more miserable.
Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
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Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
i really want someone to cuddle and go to yelp events and hold hands with and kiss and love
that's all
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Eyyy
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Eyyy
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Gross
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Eyyy
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Eyyy
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Do neither and eat tasty ice cream alone
I get you bb
invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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Do neither and eat tasty ice cream alone
I get you bb
invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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Both!
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Both!
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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I getchu
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I getchu
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BLAME IT LN THE A A A A A A ALCOHOL
I don't wanna think about shit life is pretty good idk
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Good bot
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Good bot
I knew you were drunk. It was all the accidental returns.
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I knew you were drunk. It was all the accidental returns.
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Today i was thinking about where I want my career to go. I just started this job last month and it's a great starting off point in general, but not the exact path I want to go down.
Today, after a long week of doing literally nothing (see post history for previous bitching), I picked up a project I started last week that got canceled (because the show it was for got canceled) and went back to it just for fun. It felt soooooo good to be editing videos again. I haven't had any videos worth editing in FOREVER, personally and professionally. Even though I'm limited to super super basic editing software on my work computer (think simpler than Windows Movie Maker), I made a really nice rough cut of how I want the end product to look like. Tomorrow I have to to to my appointment with one of our editors so it can be "properly" edited, but it should be a quick and easy process because of the work I put in today.
I am just a little down that I can't finalize all the editing myself, but it just felt so good getting back in the zone when editing a video.
Good for you! I think it's super important to have a sense of control or a feeling of choice in what you do. On the whole I really like my job, but when I'm forced to do certain aspects of it when I'd rather be doing others, that's when I start hating it.
I've also been taking stock of my life in multiple ways (career/dating etc.) in the last two weeks, and I'm understanding much better what things I want out of these different aspects of my life, and for once my thinking is making me happier and not more miserable.
Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
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Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
Yeah it's definelty always good to take stock of your life and evaluate where you're at where you want to be. Even though this project won't have any direct impact on my job, it's still a good experience and will hopefully be something I can add to my portfolio and make it look more professional.
Home financing and the potential future move. Thinking about starting or joining a toddler "book club" in 6-9 months once spawn is big enough. I hope we'll be in the Portland area by then.
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Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
I hope we'll be in the Portland area by then.
You're coming back home? Is it just a matter of when?
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
[deleted]
Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
I hope we'll be in the Portland area by then.
You're coming back home? Is it just a matter of when?
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
[deleted]
Do neither and eat tasty ice cream alone
I get you bb
invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
[deleted]
[deleted]
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
[deleted]
[deleted]
invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
[deleted]
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No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
[deleted]
[deleted]
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Do neither and eat tasty ice cream alone
I get you bb
invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
[deleted]
[deleted]
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
[deleted]
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invite fuckboy but make him bring ice cream
No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
[deleted]
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No. Fuckboys need to learn.
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
learn how to bring ice cream and toppings too
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Both!
[deleted]
Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Both!
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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Okay... so... no early date and then chew toy over for fun after?
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I getchu
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I getchu
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Damn, boy, making paper.
Damn, boy, making paper.
BoJack Horseman has got me thinking about whether or not I am a good person deep down and if the reasons I do things for people is out of the good of my heart or the praise i may get.
Fuck, man... I knew this show was heavy and depressing, but i wasn't expecting this level of pain. I still got 3 seasons left.
I thought Season 3 was way heavier and more depressing than 4. Then the last few episodes happened.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
I thought Season 3 was way heavier and more depressing than 4. Then the last few episodes happened.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
"....tell me I'm good."
Pretty fucking much.
Pretty fucking much.
"....tell me I'm good."
Pretty fucking much.
Pretty fucking much.
Do you do shit for people and feel good about it regardless of the outcome? You're good.
Get pissy about not getting yours? You suck.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
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It's both.
It's both.
Do you do shit for people and feel good about it regardless of the outcome? You're good.
Get pissy about not getting yours? You suck.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
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It's both.
It's both.
Home financing and the potential future move. Thinking about starting or joining a toddler "book club" in 6-9 months once spawn is big enough. I hope we'll be in the Portland area by then.
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Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
I hope we'll be in the Portland area by then.
You're coming back home? Is it just a matter of when?
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
[deleted]
Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
Yes! Usually you do a story and then some crafts/play activity that runs along the same theme. It sounds so fun!
Really it's just a more organized play group.
I hope we'll be in the Portland area by then.
You're coming back home? Is it just a matter of when?
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
Yes! We have a job prospect right now... but if that doesn't pan out it'll be something else.
BLAME IT LN THE A A A A A A ALCOHOL
I don't wanna think about shit life is pretty good idk
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Good bot
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Good bot
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Good bot
I knew you were drunk. It was all the accidental returns.
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I knew you were drunk. It was all the accidental returns.
[deleted]
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Damn, boy, making paper.
Damn, boy, making paper.
BoJack Horseman has got me thinking about whether or not I am a good person deep down and if the reasons I do things for people is out of the good of my heart or the praise i may get.
Fuck, man... I knew this show was heavy and depressing, but i wasn't expecting this level of pain. I still got 3 seasons left.
I thought Season 3 was way heavier and more depressing than 4. Then the last few episodes happened.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
I thought Season 3 was way heavier and more depressing than 4. Then the last few episodes happened.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
I watched the whole thing after Hopscotch because we were too exhausted and hungover to do anything else. It's the best way to watch that show tbh.
"....tell me I'm good."
Pretty fucking much.
Pretty fucking much.
"....tell me I'm good."
Pretty fucking much.
Pretty fucking much.
Do you do shit for people and feel good about it regardless of the outcome? You're good.
Get pissy about not getting yours? You suck.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
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It's both.
It's both.
Do you do shit for people and feel good about it regardless of the outcome? You're good.
Get pissy about not getting yours? You suck.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
Like, I do shit for people when I can or do random acts of decency like grabbing straw grocery carts and putting them into the rack. But when I do something nice for someone, I do also feel the need to share what I did. For example, I turned my car around to talk to a kid who was going to jump and walked him home. He was having a rough time after dropping out of art school and not sure if he could ever call up his parents in Ohio for help because he wasn't making enough money to live on and was getting turned down for jobs. Maybe I am good if I still wonder if he is okay?
But I wouldn't say I get pissy over not getting my way in major things, like breakups. I do get depressed and irrational, but I don't lash out and attack or get bitter.
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It's both.
It's both.
I'm finally feeling better after being sick for the past week and I'm slowly starting to come to the realization of my current situation.
I'm sorta panicking because I haven't written a cover letter in years and the prospect of packing up and moving to a different state is scaring the shit out of me. I have been distracting myself making a bunch of hats but I know I can't keep avoiding this scary shit for long. Good news is that my Christmas gift making is coming along nicely!
I'm finally feeling better after being sick for the past week and I'm slowly starting to come to the realization of my current situation.
I'm sorta panicking because I haven't written a cover letter in years and the prospect of packing up and moving to a different state is scaring the shit out of me. I have been distracting myself making a bunch of hats but I know I can't keep avoiding this scary shit for long. Good news is that my Christmas gift making is coming along nicely!
I've been thinking about making more art. It's been a while since I have and I'd like to make more space in my life for that particular kind of creativity. The woman-i-like are talking about having a drawing day soon and it's exciting but I might want to try a different kind of medium since that's her thing and less mine so I'm thinking about what I'd like to do.
I've been thinking about making more art. It's been a while since I have and I'd like to make more space in my life for that particular kind of creativity. The woman-i-like are talking about having a drawing day soon and it's exciting but I might want to try a different kind of medium since that's her thing and less mine so I'm thinking about what I'd like to do.
I just asked this girl if we were slow fading on each other. And turns out she just thought I wasn't into her and was only asking for a second date out of pity.
So we've just been fading on each other for literally no reason.
Idiot.
~ Loads
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
Idiot.
~ Loads
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
Idiots, both of them~
#meant4eachother
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Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
Just do it. It's really funny when you're open and honest about things
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that
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I literally just did that
I literally just did that