Goodbye, farewell: This is when my universe collapsed

Goodbye, farewell:

This is when my universe collapsed,

An inverse Big Bang,

My body confined and contorted to a point,

My mind wrapped in fiery sheets.

I existed inside the sound of a piano key,

And my captor held his foot on that perpetual pedal,

I dared not scream,

Because I was not aware that the sun had swallowed me whole.

I smiled and waved to the ghosts of my old life,

A shotgun shell ripped apart by nothing.

Mannequins surrounded my everyday,

Drowning in the rivers,

And I watched their pretend deaths and attended their pretend funerals,

Black balloons tied to my wrist,

Stretched as the flesh around my bleeding mind.

I then learned you can grin through a heart attack,

And I found out that my body was riddled with termites,

And I was a puppet to a psychopath,

I couldn't cut those strings!

The violins, once soft, began screeching,

Pigeons turned to hornets,

I was thrown into an alabaster cage,

I swore it was made of out my own skeleton.

I crouched in the corner,

A defeated beetle confined to a shell it can never shed,

Blue paint dripped down the walls like honey,

Bees aren't so kind after all.

Have you ever seen the sky ripped open?

It cracked like a robin's egg,

Even though it was crafted from steel,

Lamplight fell into my universe,

And stars were born once again.

It took my eyes months to adjust to this foreign brightness,

And a hand coated in glowing dust reached into my small heart,

It wrestled with my toxic mind,

A demon in and of itself implicitly defined,

And it broken my bone cage,

Shattered it beyond repair.

That was not my skeleton after all.

I found the master of the hand,

A small boy made of cosmos and scar tissue.

And we danced through oceans,

What a soft blue compared to the paint.

My pin point burst into space:

Hello, I missed you.

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