First Murder *a bit dark*

I've always tried to smile
Analyzing the small things
Looking for that click
Watching the bugs crawling on the ground
The butterflies in the sky
But what makes me grin
 

You will call a sin
 

Watching people fall
Stealing what is not mine
Selfish acts of self preservation
Muggings give me a slight rush
Beating the homeless is so much fun
But now it's time for a new high
 

Time to kill a guy
 

I've ran scenarios in my head
The strangling of stray cats
Watching the life slip out of their eyes
It's not enough
Can't stop this hunger
My rope is ready for the finale
 

That girl is alone in the alley
 

Coming up from behind
Her back against my chest
The fight in her is so strong
Feet stop flailing
Turning her around to finish the fun
There it is, the life in her eyes
 

I got my smile as she slowly dies
 

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