My first poem. I think you can guess the subject from the poem

What is this blackness that i feel
Holding on to my feet
Can not walk where i want
It keeps me put were i be

Looking up to what will set me free
Longing for a sense of me
Only emtiness there is
Where no motivation can flee

Temporary lights
Small tastes of delight
This is how it feels
When the empty is asleep
Reaching out and feeling joy
Like a dodo with eagle's wings

What is this dragging me behind
Why am I scared to go outside
What is the purpose for this fear
That I can no longer bear

I try not to think
Fill my time with arbitrary things
Things that makes me boored
But atleast, fills up my mind

I go an a trip
With friends and alike
I breath the air and feel the wind
This how I want to feel
Instead of that horrible blight

In through the door
to my empty hall
I enter my kitchen
to my company, the dishes
I glance at the knives, and fantisize

Perhaps there is light
Maybe my future is bright
But I cannot see it
For this veil over my eyes

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