Memories of Mutual Self Extinction
Someday you'll remember me But I popped four xans I can't see my hands Or remember your face
The way you used to look at me I just want to go back To destroying ourselves While we both hold hands
I spit on your trust And everything you ever gave me Now I want the tide to climb Above my head and suffocate me
I don't know if it's just depression Or all the drugs that I've been taking But I guess it's time to put an end to All the good times I've been faking
But at the same time I'm terrified That if I end it all you'd hate me Or would you even notice that I'm gone Are all our memories fading
(This was written after a weeklong heroin binge and a breakup I can't handle. I know she uses Reddit too, and I hope she sees this. I hope she misses me, but I know she won't. I'm just being optimistic at this point. If you do see this, I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry I messed up everything.)
https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/8590g3/elizabeth/?utm_source=reddit-android
Posted Mar 18, 2018, 9:05 AM UTC