Hatred Fractal (written quickly and somewhat juvenile and simple but made me feel super good)

I hate everything I was tricked into loving I hate the idea of her stripping, him shoving. I hate that I hate her and hate what she did I hate her self-hatred for the hate that she hid. I hate that I'm hateful, and hate what I feel I hate I'm not special and all this is real. I hate I worked hard so that others could cash In on my trust with a drink and a flash. I hate this, I hate her, I hate and I hate I hate hating my lover has become my fate.

(I think this needs a lot of work and expansion, but I really just wanted to try and express how ironic and painful hate is, and yet natural)

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/88p84v/the_god_of_broken_things/

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/88rn82/wanna_try_huffin_gas/dwn6ylr/