This one's a bit longer. It's called "Asleep"
Hold me close, here
in the moments before I slip into my own fraying mind
before the world melts away, leaving a core exposed
before my gruesome fears boil from my haggard brain
a frothing rage of spinning noise
The hornets of my mind gnashing mechanical jaws
tunneling through my psyche
they leave nothing to scavange
no scrap of human filth,
no knotted gut or squirming vein
dry bones cast into sapphire flames underneath the twilight mist
The spasms of guilt and unrequited love spool through my mind in an unending loop flickering past the black behind my eyes
lightning and steel dancing in crooked spirals choking time to a standstill
Horrors and ancient fears tear through the veil
primal instincts guiding my stunted thoughts
the thick blackness of the sea floor crawling with nameless figures
the damp unseen caverns from which eldrich terrors bloom countlessly
Mercury fantasies pour from the creases of my mind to pool quietly behind clenched eyelids
drowning the shrill vibrations of reality for an instant that lasts an eternity
A soothing touch
a scent remembered
your face pressed upon mine
bodies twisting in effortless love
laughter clotted within my heart’s throat, leaving me breathless
Is it so wrong to embrace these serpents of deception
lolling tongues of spectral delights
golden beauty, blinding you with radiance.
To grip this fleeting bliss is to breathe the miasma of madness
Is it not?
Desires sated with overflowing lust and glory
sweat and tears in an ocean of forgotten pain
the taste of you still hot in the gut of the beast that is my dream
light bands of scouring truth burn through fantastical slipstreams hellishly soon,
the gravity of the living once again bends the world to rigid shapes
whispers of smoke and stardust just escape my waking mind
Hold me close, here in the desperate fury that is this world of man and I will hold you tightly to my chest and we will once again battle through the hells of stone and blood to return safely to that blissfull underworld,
it is our world
Is it not?
1 https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/8bagx5/comment/dxzi8uw
2 https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/8bagx5/comment/dxzi8uw
Posted Apr 26, 2018, 4:55 AM UTC · edited