Dodged a bullet (Day 6)

My brain felt like it was on fire when came home from work this morning. After working a 12 hour night shift with a migraine in the forehead and temples I ate breakfast and slept a whole 3 1/2 hours! Waking up restless and irratable with a slight headache and fiending for weed or something !

Even after all the struggle to detox the last 5 days I was TOTALLY READY to relapse. It was like I just gave up ....Without a thought I got dressed and walked to the local herbspot. He's out of bud and I deleted my other connections.

Oddly enough as I walked home the cravings quieted down...I'll try to get some sleep ( if I can) and push through the day clean and sober. 😕Whew this hard folks.