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I've been struggling to get sober again after a stupid relaplase on Thanksgiving. After hitting my financial rock bottom I had to move to a crummy hostel to save money. Everytime I get pass the dreaded first 24 hours ...like clock work one of neighbors will show up and offer a beer. I try to turn it down but the temptation of "free" beer is to hard to resist. Anyone have any suggestions? This drinking has to stop.

My brain felt like it was on fire when came home from work this morning. After working a 12 hour night shift with a migraine in the forehead and temples I ate breakfast and slept a whole 3 1/2 hours! Waking up restless and irratable with a slight headache and fiending for weed or something !

Even after all the struggle to detox the last 5 days I was TOTALLY READY to relapse. It was like I just gave up ....Without a thought I got dressed and walked to the local herbspot. He's out of bud and I deleted my other connections.

Oddly enough as I walked home the cravings quieted down...I'll try to get some sleep ( if I can) and push through the day clean and sober. 😕Whew this hard folks.

Detoxification is in effect. I made it half a week clean due in part to finances. Soon I'll get paid again. Will I be able to stay strong and continue being weed free? 😒i hope so.

Wish me luck beleavers.

100 days weed free!!! I did it. Tl;dr 100daze

And my brain is hurting. Is that my brain cells coming back or just withdrawals 2+ months in? I'm so happy to be weed free finally. FINALLY! 😁 I'm stacking money and growing as a person.