I like what you have written, I don't know if I read it correctly. I paused for line break with every capital letter. You mentioned trouble with formatting so I assumed each capital should be a new line. [Here](http://redditpreview.com/) is a site to help you with formatting. If you use chrome there is a nice [extension](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/reddit-enhancement-suite/kbmfpngjjgdllneeigpgjifpgocmfgmb?hl=en-US) to use that fleshes out the reddit formatting area. I love the theme of loneliness vs something that could be.

It’s really great! Never apologize for self expression, vuneralbility, and creativity. I paused at every capital letter as well. If that’s what you intended then I think it works well. 

Transient feelings like a bolt in the spring nights sky,
Illuminating the darkest of time; only to be graduated to a blank, black canvas 

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True joy, and a companion;
Simply a thing of the past

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Pessimism, heartbreak;
prevalent as the blank canvas I stare

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Determining whether I prefer everlasting dark
or the false hope of a lightning strike

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Now in this crooked chair I reside,
I gaze to the sky

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Waiting for a a lightning bolt to rip through the canvas
and last forever 



 *This is one of the first poems I've written outside of high school assignments so I apologize if it's awful.
I'm also having trouble with the formatting so forgive me for that haha*


https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/8jdyqw/differently_equal/

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/8jahv1/purpose/



Spring Nights Sky