Racing Thoughts

The world is amazing, perfect
But I just feel worthless
I don't deserve this
On the surface
Looks like everything is working
But inside my minds gears are turning
Churning
Self loathing
I'm not learning

I yearn to see the beauty
In an old tree
My turn to feel love
Can you hold me
Concerned I'm not enough
Of what I could be
Deserve to feel like shit
I'm a pussy

The world is amazing, perfect
One day I'll see I'm worth it

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