Sick of all the bullshit spewed by people just wanting to look good
The default response to anyone with depression is either "haha look at the retard with mental health problems" or "I can't tell you to fuck off and die without looking like a bad person and i'm too much of a chicken to admit I don't want you around so i'll just copypaste generic responses like ""get help"" and treat you like shit anyways", so i'm outta here. You're either nothing but a joke, or someone's "white knight quest" to make themselves feel better about themselves.
It's so painfully obvious all they care about is making themselves look good (to themselves or others) yet they continue harassing people who are simply tired of life, and get mad when the random bullshit they spewed doesn't end up magically curing that person's problems. Frankly, I prefer the people who are honest enough to tell me to fuck off and die.
Hopefully I can find the courage to do the right thing, because at this point even i'm sick of myself.
Posted Jun 6, 2018, 2:42 AM UTC
I hate fake, self-serving "pity" too. The way they get resentful and hateful if you don't conform to their "encouragement" with elaborate shows of gratitude. Fuck those people.
"YOU'RE JUST GIVING UP ON THE WORLD. YOU HAVEN'T TRIED X, Y, Z, QEX294, OR GILDYWADS."
"Actually, I've tried all those things, but constantly trying every new "treatment" is exhausting and leads to a lesser quality of life than if I'd just --"
"BUT YOU HAVEN'T TRIED THE GARBLESHNOOPERS! HOW CAN YOU SAY IT'S HOPELESS IF YOU HAVEN'T TRIED THE GARBLESHNOOPERS?!?"
Fuck I'd kill myself just to not have to hear that bullshit over and over.
And they're so sure they're doing you a huge favor and that you should be grateful and if you don't respond accordingly, or dare to question them they fucking hate you, and some would rather you suffer and die than challenge their ego.