I did the same two mistakes again.

A long time ago, I decided to embark on a degree that would lead to jobs, but I wasn't skilled enough, I failed.

After that I did some shit, then decided to embark on a degree that wouldn't lead to jobs, but I was killed at, I mildly succeeded.

Recently I've embarked on the next step of this degree, it won't lead to jobs, and I don't have the skilled to do it. I'm failing.

Every day, I do some random useless shit, I fail most of it, I have no future, I couldn't find a job, I'll be in terrible situation in a few months.

I'm too anxious to move on and take responsibilities, I'm too depressed to see lights these days.
Everything is shit, there is no point, my city is full of poverty and trash people, I'm so trash myself, and I'm lonely as well.
There is no escape to this cycle, I'll always be a jobless loser with no one to love and I'll end up in the streets unless a miracle happen. I'm too anxious to move to another city, and there isn't any job here.
I had a job, I let it go, this was the worst decision of my life, I won't get a second chance.

Just ranting for today shitty day, shitty week, shitty everything for the years to come.

Don't take bad decisions kids, find a job if you can't do anything, don't do useless degrees, don't do something you are not made for either.