Deleting grindr

Visage                 skin stapled to a skull 
missing      present      missing     missing 
torso-swamp with scarce faces rising out
grinning                              scowling 
and nothing phallic
(filtered out by a schmuck or a fetishist)
                            nothing subtle
free-for-all
neither right swipes nor left but 
a sea of words         a pile of heys         
and something phallic.

this bizarre plane
the heart of an identity? no,   

I see myself in walks about a lake,
in handshake-dates with Christian girls,
in faking love for football games,
in waking up against his chest.

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