[Feedback Request] untitled about a crush

so just found this sub, im a teen and i have really cringey poetry. so i figured id put it here and get roasted to the point where i never work up the courage to show anyone my shitty disgraces to the english language ever again. please give me hell and your harshest critiques. never learned about how to write poetry or anything (if thats even something you can teach).

anyways, about the shit i wrote: very hastily written, very naive, cringey as hell. have a blast and an ego boost lol. basically just use this to give your own feedback to link when you post a new poem.

here it is:

i deleted your phone number

tried to gain a little more self respect

which didnt work because

my phone still remembers your contact anyway

and i cant stay away

.

i smile at you because im glad youre talking to me

not because you said anything funny

but thats stupid because you dont like me

of course, why should you

.

and why should i bother

with ignoring you and deleting you from my phone

because the second you text me and your phone number, the one that i memorized just in case, pops up on my screen,

i am yours

.

i will say anything to try and impress you

even though i say i don't care about boys

you will always do this to me

.

and its probably strange hearing this from me

i mean we barely talk and we've never hung out

and we're hardly friends so why should i get so hung up when i clearly dont mean as much to you as you do to me

.

which you shouldnt even matter to me

because i really disagree with you on a lot and i hardly know you and ive told myself over and over to just get over it and get over you

but i never can

and it sucks

and thats it. here are my links: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/9vrdlq/comment/e9li4zk https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/9wkype/comment/e9lhizk