I predicted my own death, and saved my life
For context I live in a northern Canadian city where we are experiencing sub zero temperatures atm. Me and my pals were at the pub and I had one to many draughts, I was still coherent but not quite all there. I have extremely sparse memory of the night however apparently around 1:30pm I got up unannounced and left towards the entrance. One of the friends who i was came out and followed me.
Now this is the really weird part as I can't quite recall it, and I would never usually say anything like this because it doesn't naturally reflect who I am or my state of mind. I told my friend "I feel like I'm dead, and I can't even see my own future right now". He then started directing me towards his home which was a relatively short distance home and was able to change my mood into something a little more light. We got to his house and immediately he slumped over on the couch and closed his eyes.
Now this is the part I can't get over and feel like I nearly died. For some reason I felt compelled to go home that night and so nearly at 2 in the morning I put my shoes on and went out the garage and started walking towards my house which was across the city. I fell a few times before even leaving his driveway and was in no condition to get home. Then suddenly my friend appears and literally explains to me if i try and walk home I will fall over one time and I won't get back up, because I'll be to tired and want to sleep and then freeze to death.
Now I listened and stay the night at his place. In fact i don't even recall most of this happening and got most of the facts straight through him. Now Im not suicidal by any means. However when i first heard the story from him i never made the connection between me saying "I feel like I'm dead, and I can't even see my own future right now" and it actually saving my life. However my friend told me that when I told him that after leaving the bar he was being extra careful about watching me that night and he came to the conclusion before I even did, that if i hadn't said those words outside the bar he would have been watchful over me and may not have caught me or heard me leaving through the door.
Anyways I was hoping I could hear your guys opinions and take on the story maybe even a possible explanation of what happened that night. My friend believes it was something spiritual that happened in order to protect me somewhat. I had a more conservative view that perhaps my subconscious mind predicted the course of actions my drunken self was going to take that night and so I was compelled to say "I feel like I'm dead, and I can't even see my own future right now" in order to make my friend more attentive. But realistically I think it was perhaps a mix of the two.
Posted Mar 18, 2019, 5:15 AM UTC
Whos to say the subconscious mind was or isn’t your higher self/spirit. We don’t really know that much about the subconscious so it very well could be spiritual.
Ya I definitely think that's a possibility, perhaps there's some connection between he higher self and subconscious mind that manifested.