My deal

I have a bit of a story,but I'll make it quick, Family in another state in Australia, family won't speak to me and cut me off over taking my brother to court and charging over childhood sexual assault, they're defending him and ignoring me. All except my sister, she is helping me and legally supporting me. It wasn't just my brother, it was my next door neighbour too. This is a constant grate on my mind. I paint for therapy, but it's hard to concentrate on it with these emotional distractions, I have been trying to finish this canvas for the past three months now. I have more to my story, but I have been on this sub for a while, I'm 24 (25 in December) and I got diagnosed at 18. I spent 15-18 in a all female rehab (female wellness rehabilitation program) run by Christian Baptist non-profit organisation, it was close to being a cult. They kept me for three years. My parents told me I would stay for three months. Just bearing all of this is exhausting to be honest, it's tiring being the person with immense sensitivity to so many things. Thank you, for being like me. And reading, and existing I'm a weird deregulated World like mine.