TreeCat94

I feel like I need to go soon, Taking all my quentapine (seraqual) and falling asleep in the bath. And drowning. Going to sleep. My trail goes to court next month, my whole family are against me, it's the pain I carry everyday knowing my family is protecting my brother who sexually abused me as 5-6 year old. I don't think I can mentally handle the stress and paranoia. My father told me I was a mistake, my partner said im so fucking tragic, and it would be easier if I gave everyone a break and killed myself, among other things related to my fucked up behaviour and perception on my reality, BPD and cptsd. I cut myself (trying to stop but I relapse when I'm Under stress and pressure from c

I have a bit of a story,but I'll make it quick, Family in another state in Australia, family won't speak to me and cut me off over taking my brother to court and charging over childhood sexual assault, they're defending him and ignoring me. All except my sister, she is helping me and legally supporting me. It wasn't just my brother, it was my next door neighbour too. This is a constant grate on my mind. I paint for therapy, but it's hard to concentrate on it with these emotional distractions, I have been trying to finish this canvas for the past three months now. I have more to my story, but I have been on this sub for a while, I'm 24 (25 in December) and I got diagnosed at 18. I spent 1

Helloo :) So... I either dread the thought of sex and intimacy, Or I'm hypersexual... A ridiculous amount. I'm unbalanced on account of my sexual abuse as a child (going through the court proceedings of my brother and the next door neighbour who abused me) ((incredibly unstabling having to do this, going to the police and talking my abuse out with a police officer) ... But I can be hypersexual to the point where I have inappropriate affairs and damage my long term relationship with my partner... He knows what I'm dealing with, he knows I have weaknesses in this area... Like I just ended a sexual affair with an old work colleague at my old job (I socially fucked it up and stoped going to

First time post... I got diagnosed at 18.. I have a bit of a story. ... But when I try to start a friendship or acquaintances..I feel like I always come off creepy... Like unintentionally. I have such AWKWARD social skills, or lack of... I feel like I have no friends or anyone because I'm creepy and and then I get attached and WEIRD. When all I want to do is hang out and talk like I'm understood by someone. Which never happens because I creepy myself out by trying to he normal. Does any other male or female struggle with socialisation at work or anything like that... Like small talk i struggle with and normle talk. K thanks.

first time post :)

so, me (21f) and my partner(33m) moved to NSW to be with his family, specifically away from mine, as they didn't agree with our union to be and our relationship. and we have been over here just over a year. when we were living in WA we have planned to get married in 2016 September, and had a deposit but my family turned into a pack of wolves.
so here we are, and we are after just some info we can use to help start our plan for July 2017.

we want a small wedding of 30-40. in the forest somewhere, or natural setting. is it okay to have sushi as the wedding catering? is that weird to have our favorite sushi food platter? if my family doesn't agree with our love and con

Usually a apparatus Maratus user, Got strawberry papers. A blunt doesn't make me cough. So I fkn love them! (7) I feel so good, I wanna have sex and chill and I love DieAntwoord, so I love for antwoord "dazed and confused" My smoke song. Xx life you guys.

Drive with my mother in law down to Nimbin NSW. Best place ever, hippie central. Smoking up with my amazing fiancée, follow to the bedroom. I love life. [7]

I posted here ages ago, looking nice for some friends or mates to hang out with. Alas I feel it's to late the answer some PMs I got. In 21, female, desperately needed some form of female social interaction. Meaning I need a girlfriend to talk girl friend stuff with. I want a friend who I can share a bottle of wine with! I'm into gaming, cooking, I'm a foodie, I like wine, I like smoking tree, and I like intelligent conversations. I'm based at Banora point, I know it's NSW but it's close to goldcoast. I moved here from WA with my fiancée. I just want a girly night please :) xx Jmbt

First post, be kind. I just moved a week ago from Western Australia to Banora Point with my Fiancée. I would love to find some companionship and friendship. Just a coffee and a chat. I'm 20 years old, female, I love gaming, movies, history, anything interesting and fun. Just trying to reach out and be social to keep my head level. If your in the same position or just want to hangout and watch a movie and chat, send me a private message. TreeCat.

Hey, first time post, I have been reading and thought I'd let you all know this.

I was only diagnosed a couple of months ago, and I just seemed to be getting real bad depressive episodes. Practically no life force In me, and I just didn't want to. I know you all know what I'm talking about when I say, I'd plan my day out, do jobs and cleaning around home, but just went back to bed, cos I " couldn't be botherd" lol I am also studying full time community services ( Aussie Wa) and that's only a few days a week, long days but it's not full on hard. But I'd get up and get ready for tafe, and then drive there, and I would just stay in my car for hours and I had no energy or any motivation for an