I'm having an emotional PCOS day

Normally I don't think about my PCOS but today I'm really angry about it. I have several friends with PCOS and we were all chatting last night. They all have kids (one is pregnant with her fourth and has never needed any sort of fertility treatment) and they were all complaining about how they have no periods. I have perfectly normal periods but am unable to get pregnant. Like, if I have to deal with infertility and facial hair, why couldn't I also have the part where I have no periods? It's the most annoying and useless three days of every month to have to deal with blood as though my body is mocking me for what I can never have.