She answered

I had committed to a relapse after 10 weeks sober and for whatever reason decided to call my close friend/support with the intention if she didnt answer, its on. She answered. Now i sit here broken but still clean, thanks Tam.

Posted Apr 6, 2020, 6:13 AM UTC · edited

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Pheobeh1•

Good job! That’s amazing! Do you have a sponsor? Next thing I would suggest to a sponsee would be to get another phone number of someone in recovery this week so you have a backup. I’d have you do a test call to each as well!

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TopEndDanOP•

Doing it on my own, CT'd from a $150/day habit. I don't know anyone else with an opiate habit, its all meth where i am. Doing better today though thanks.

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vibekilluh•

i’m so happy for you. i’m sure it was tempting but i promise it’s never worth it. hope you continue to stay clean as stay safe in these hard times.

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TopEndDanOP•

Doing the best I can, thanks

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holladimsum•

Please get whatever help you need to change your thinking. Your post scared the shit out of me because I have played and still could play those types of games. We are absolutely crazy, amirite?

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TopEndDanOP•

Crazy as hell bro for real

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holladimsum•

You aren't alone, know that. Take care of yourself. I'm here trying to do the same. HMU anytime.

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[deleted]•

This community would have answered too. We’re always here

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EthelWinters•

That's "god" working for ya fam! Keep it up I know it's tough a lot of the time for us especially early on but remember your worst day sober is better than your best day using.

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