I'm on the same boat. I have everything ready and mentally I'm pretty set but I don't want to hurt my boyfriend. I don't want to hurt anyone period but he's been so supportive.
If you wanna talk, I'm free. It's lonely feeling like this.

It’s all just a matter of when and where now. I can leave whenever I want. Nobody knows this time. When I called the suicide hotline they called the cops and sent me to the hospital. I guess I can’t call them again. 

The only thing keeping me here is that I’m supposed to help plan and shop for my boyfriends birthday party. Seems kind of cruel to ruin it by dying. But I’m so fucking tempted. Help.

I picked up all my supplies today