Somebody give me the courage

I have to end it tonight. I’m terrified. I’m betraying so many people. But I can’t live as a shell of myself. I just can’t do it.

Posted Aug 2, 2021, 9:01 PM UTC

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JamesC999-•

I think it takes a lot more courage to keep on going when you're breaking down!

What's going on, care to share?

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jchart12OP•

Hi

There’s not much to tell. I used to be a person with an amazing job, great friends, loved music and parties and travelling. Then depression hit. Now I can’t talk to people anymore and it’s ruined my life.

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jchart12OP•

Being this pathetic shell of myself for this long is too much to bear. People tell me they love me but at this point there’s nothing left to love.

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JamesC999-•

I'm sorry to hear you feel this way..

Is there any reason for your depression, did anything happen to cause this?

I can imagine how hard it must be to be only a shell of what you once was, the realization of that hits different

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